What to do??
Posted by Nikita on February 4th, 2008 filed in LifeComment now »
I am at a point in my life I don’t know what to do! I somewhat feel lost in a crowd trying to find my way. Life aint a walk in the park and I know it from my past and living life. Guess all we can do is just hope for the best to be honest. Not much else. So I’m back in Jersey for a while doing some thinking and all and trying to figure out my life. I went to Penn College and dropped out because I needed to sort things out and take a semester off. Kinda didn’t happen, back at CCC taking classes which are stupid ones but most schools require. I’ve been slightly thinking about just sticking out the last 2 years at Penn College and deal with being bored EVERYDAY of the week. I like being busy and doing stuff thats my one problem
Last semester I got 2 A’s, 1 B and 2 C’s. I’m hoping to get all A’s this semester if possible. I know what I got to do and what needs to get done. Also I only have 2 classes a week so it shouldn’t be too bad. It’s not like having classes 5 days a week and then going to work. It’s longer days but oh well I can handle it. Just takes concentration.
Relationship wise I don’t got one. Found a guy when I was up in Penn College and he lived in Jersey. It’s a long story on how I met him but I thought it could work out even though the distance, but I guess I was wrong. It really wasn’t because of me. Funny thing is people say relationships are hard, and sometimes I wonder what is so hard to be honest. I guess I just realize that there is a lot of give and take and know that compromise is needed. So it seems like it’s nothing to me but I don’t know. Oh well. Not crying over my losses. Why should I?
Home life is ok now. Kind of getting used to living with my grandmom. I sometimes wish I didn’t live home but nothing I can do at the moment. I’ve been saving as much money from each pay check to either go on a vacation or do something this summer. With who? Not sure yet Lindsey and I have been talking about it a bit, but just need to get information and everything. If not then I’ll figure something out. I should have enough for something nice between paychecks and tax refund money. So who knows at this moment.
I just hope something good comes out of everything in my life.
Update on Life
Posted by Nikita on April 13th, 2007 filed in LifeComment now »
So much is going on right now even though I am not always doing something.
Friends — Love hanging out with them and catching up with old ones. One of my friends got their internet back due to wifi. lol. Havent talked to her in a long time cept through txt messages. One of my other friends who I havent talked to in a REALLY long time I found on myspace. Thats kinda why I like this site. Other than that been going out with a couple friends and havin fun. Plus me, Ash, and Janet are all going to the Soul2Soul2007, Tim McGraw and Faith Hill. Can’t wait!?!
School — I graduate in May with my degree in Graphic Design. I just have to pass Biology and hopefully get a C in it. That class is the dearh of me espically learning biogenetics. It’s not fun. Web Design and Web Multimedia class are both a complete joke to me and havent really learned anything this whole time. Intro to Programming is ok. In August I will be out of here and up in Williamsport PA going for my bachelors degree. 3 years left of school, scary!! lol.
Work — things are going to hell recently. One assistant manager quit, DPS manager got fired, one person quit without notice really, then another one was given the option to quit or get fired. So atleast 4 people then another person quit. Eh it’s nuts. Then we have to work Easter. Who the heck works Easter, Walmart isn’t even open. ARG!!!!! I’m so mad because I wanted to go visit my family. Plus I wanted to get off for Car Show Weekend in Wildwood and I might not be able to get off because of Inventory. GOD DAMN IT!!!! I wanna go so bad and get drunk and just have fun with my friends before I leave for school.
Love Life — Got none. I think I’m just worried at the moment bout leaving for school soon. Yea I kind of miss being in a relationship but it’s not the most important thing at the moment school is. When I was in one I let it slack. I’ll find someone sooner or later.